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When I am old enough, maybe in first grade, the rabbi will call me to aliyot, to help carry the Torah covering as it is raised from the hawaii drinks ark. When I am called, I will wear a keepah and t’fillin, even though only boys have to wear them. I think of the silk and fringes on my skin, like the shawl Gabriella wears to cover her head in the presence of god, like my father at Rosh Hashana. Netty says if hawaii drinks you drop the Torah hawaii drinks the entire minyan has to fast for 40 days. I imagine dropping it on purpose, and squirm with the thought, excited to think that I could even think it. Torah means law, and when Rabbi Perlman carries it around the pews we touch it with our siddurs, kissing the dark leather covers and singing. I love the musty smell of thick paper and leather, and hold it long to my lips, lightly. Gabriella teaches me the Torah melodies she knows from Russia, slower and more dissonant than ones I have learned. My favorite melody is oseh shalom in the Sh’ma, the part everyone sings together before the silent amidah.
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